In 2008, while "serving" as a ministerial servant, I became really disillusioned with decisions and things happening in the elder body.
Nothing necesarily major. But it got me to question where the Holy Spirit was in all this. It seemed like decisions and actions were based all too often on opinions of men rather than the Bible.
I had enough and decided to Google the subject of how the Holy Spirit works.
JWnet appeared and offered answers but it was "apostate". So I lurked on Freeminds because my conscience allowed it. LOL
Finally I returned to JWnet once I realized I wasn't the only one questioning the organization legitimately.
I'm so glad I did.
To the active or mentally enslaved JWs I say, if it doesn't make sense, it's probably not true. So keep researching.
The real truth is out there. And it's not specific to a man made organization.
CoC